she makes me feel like im in fucking hollywood

Names Kevin St. john.People expect me to be this ego filled idiot who talks about nothing but himself but in reality its not like that. losers will be losers and fags will be fags. its all stereotypical really. maybe im not nice, maybe u shouldnt get to know me, maybe ill ignore you becuz ur not worth my time. but there only one way to find out. ask me . duh. quite simple. in the past 17 years ive dealt with many fuck off losers who claim to be who they are always thriving to be different from everyone else. yet do they know that they copied their style off the last person they saw dressing or acting like that. its all a game. a game where everyone wants and feels a need to be their own individual in the world. yet u know wat? everyone falls into a category. always becuz believe it or not ur jus like some other person feeling the same way and wanting the same thing. its life. it a shame. its living. its dying. im tired of fake people and being hurt so if any of u feel like a true, real, down to earth person come and lets chat. other wise fuck off liars! o btw i have trouble trusting people so dont be offended if i dont trust u right off the bat.I have an extremely sarcastic personality, no it does not mean I don't like you. Please do us both a favor and don't mistake my sarcasticness for being a complete bitch. I fuck around a lot, but I do know when to be serious. I honestley don't care what anybody thinks, i don't go with the flow i do my own thing. I'm basically never at home, but when i am you can find me curled up in my bed sleeping. I'm actually not shy, or a bad person, get to know me and you wont be disappointed , i promise.i try to meet new people and get to know them:D i have alot of messages and notes a day so if i dont reply back that doesnt mean i hate you kay?i have the best friends in the fucking world. mess wiff them then i will make you shut your ass up. ive done it before and made that person cry. so dont be a hater. The best friends- Aidenthis boy has known me sense we were kids.he knows everything about me and is always with me:) Ashlen♥- i love this girl so fucking much:)she took this pic just foe me:D shes a special to me:) Chris jeusus christ this kid is like my fav on this site hehe hes gunna have my kids somehowXD i even understand his "not even english" that doesnt even make since, and hes funny as shit:) i love him lots Taylor Ashley Parks-this girl is the shittttzzz:D like how many people do you know that wears 7 sizes to big of a shirt then pretends to be prego? like none! hahha i love this girl bunches:D Peter(drug buddy)see this boy?hes fucking weired/strange/funny as fucking hell/ and loveable. i could trust him with everything possibal and he wouldnt tell anyone. hes like my best frann ever on this site:) Trent this boi is a werido but i love him!he amazes me. he asks me funny questions hahhah. hes is a always hyper person.always has something to say. everytime i talk to him i expect to hear something new everyday. i have FEELING that i might see him in person someday:)

okay,so theres THIS person. i think about that person everyday. this isnt write,how can someone always be on someone elses mind? this PERSON. this person makes my heart beat faster than light speed.CAN this be real? BE MY love? whenever i talk to this person its like im lost in my thoughts. i know this is LOVE. cant that person see?i want that person to be with me.even the angles above us know this. we are on the phone constatnly.talking about nothing....but nothing is always something to me. if only they knew,how much i love that person. fuck....but i was dreaming,this cant happen to me.i dont deserve them.life is embacing me